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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Friday, June 01, 2007 9:56 AM
hi people! i'm here early in the morning again. aren't me hardworking? waking up at 3timings. so i will only have the sleep between 1plus til 5? don't remembered who say in secondary skl. hahaha. wells, i'm not happy larhs. just not happy that i can no longer sleep as late as i want to. =( because my eyes seemed to be closing at 2am? sigh. then i will wake up early in the morning like now! gosh.

lucky i made it to the morning call! if not sotong might not wake up. lols. whoops. she changed my name to whatever! cuz i changed hers to sotong. nvm. is just a name. hahah. yesterday went down to ikea. skipped emerge! did i made the right choice? there are so many things for me to do. yet, i chose to go to ikea. if not ze will say i ps! sigh. i'm not trying to say im regretting alrights! just wanna let your see how good i am, not to ps your. hahah. of course i will want to go home early larhs, then i can do my stuff marhs. but i stayed on and even attempted to send her home lorhs. then in the end, i help you send the other two home. i'm good right? lols. >.<

later got to go down to expo. maybe if time permits, i will go down to church for connect group. =) that all depends on what time i finished my stuff. yep. wells, tomorrow... sigh ... perhaps my absence won't make a difference. now, you are trying to care for me so much. but it doesn't help. i'm already numb towards the things that are happening in church. the fire is gone, but my love for Him will still be everlasting. till now, i miss His presence. and i find that i got nothing to talk to Him about. i know what exactly is holding me back, but do you know? perhaps you know, but just don't want to say out right. ? sigh.

*i miss you, seriously i do. though i maybe shy after saying it. but i'm seroius. =) take care*